[00:00.00]HAPPY - NF
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[00:01.08]Lyrics by：Tommee Profitt/Nate Feuerstein
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[00:02.47]Composed by：Tommee Profitt/Nate Feuerstein
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[00:06.59]Dear God please
[00:10.82]亲爱的上帝 拜托你
[00:10.82]Hear me out I know it's been a couple years
[00:15.51]听我说完 我知道已经过去许多年
[00:15.51]Since I've reached
[00:19.87]自从我伸出手
[00:19.87]Out and said hello I bet you're wondering
[00:24.76]主动打招呼以后 我打赌祢不禁好奇
[00:24.76]Why I keep
[00:28.69]为什么我总是
[00:28.69]Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
[00:33.75]对所有微不足道的小事耿耿于怀
[00:33.75]When I should be
[00:38.03]而我本应该
[00:38.03]Living life and soaking up the memories
[00:42.53]享受生活 沉浸于回忆之中
[00:42.53]I know I've been selfish I have
[00:46.93]我知道我一直都很自私 我不会
[00:46.93]No excuse to give you it's true
[00:51.49]找借口搪塞祢 事实就是如此
[00:51.49]Hanging by a thread's how I live
[00:55.90]我过着如履薄冰的生活
[00:55.90]I don't know why but I feel more comfortable
[01:00.46]我不知道缘由 但我感觉惬意自在
[01:00.46]Living in my agony
[01:03.11]沉浸在我的痛苦中
[01:03.11]Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't
[01:09.54]看着我的自尊心遭受重创 假装我不在乎
[01:09.54]Care what anyone else thinks
[01:12.15]别人的想法
[01:12.15]When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I
[01:18.56]其实我深知这与我真实的感觉相去甚远
[01:18.56]Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
[01:22.93]然而我太过骄傲 没有勇气敞开心扉 请求你
[01:22.93]To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[01:27.40]鼓励我振作起来 将我从这深渊里拯救出来
[01:27.40]The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
[01:32.20]真相就是我需要帮助 但我只是无法想象
[01:32.20]Who I'd be if I was happy
[01:35.86]倘若我过着快乐的生活 我会是什么样子
[01:35.86]Yeah been this way so long
[01:37.46]像这样的状态已经过去好久
[01:37.46]It feels like something's off when I'm not depressed
[01:39.63]当我不在沮丧时 我感觉失魂落魄
[01:39.63]I got some issues that I won't address
[01:41.97]我有一些不愿提及的难题
[01:41.97]I got some baggage I ain't open yet
[01:44.21]我有一些还没有吐露的思想包袱
[01:44.21]I got some demons I should put to rest
[01:46.57]我有一些应该摒弃的执念
[01:46.57]I got some traumas that I can't forget
[01:48.68]我有一些无法忘怀的创伤
[01:48.68]I got some phone calls I've been avoiding
[01:51.00]有几个电话 我一直刻意回避
[01:51.00]Some family members I don't really connect with
[01:53.24]有几位家人 我感觉疏远冷漠
[01:53.24]Some things I said I wish I would've have not let slip
[01:55.54]有一些我说过的话 多么希望我未曾宣之于口
[01:55.54]Some hurtful words that never should've left my lips
[01:57.77]有一些伤人的话语 我不该脱口而出
[01:57.77]Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet
[02:00.06]我自断后路 而我还没有准备好重新开始
[02:00.06]Some insecurities I haven't dealt with yes
[02:02.29]萦绕在心底的不安 我还没有纾解
[02:02.29]I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
[02:04.70]我会勇敢承认我是个孤独的人
[02:04.70]And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
[02:06.95]而我却不愿承认我需要别人牵着我的手
[02:06.95]Losing hope heading down a dangerous road
[02:09.22]失去希望 沿着危险的道路前行
[02:09.22]Strange I know but I feel most at home when I'm
[02:12.90]尽管这很奇怪 但我知道我感觉到家的温暖 只要我
[02:12.90]Living in my agony
[02:15.65]沉浸在我的痛苦中
[02:15.65]Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't
[02:21.93]看着我的自尊心遭受重创 假装我不在乎
[02:21.93]Care what anyone else thinks
[02:24.50]别人的想法
[02:24.50]When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I
[02:31.00]其实我深知这与我真实的感觉相去甚远
[02:31.00]Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
[02:35.43]然而我太过骄傲 没有勇气敞开心扉 请求你
[02:35.43]To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[02:39.93]让我振作起来 将我从这深渊里拯救出来
[02:39.93]The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
[02:44.75]真相就是我需要帮助 但我只是无法想象
[02:44.75]Who I'd be if I was happy
[02:50.47]倘若我过着快乐的生活 我会是什么样子
[02:50.47]Don't know what's around the bend
[02:54.99]不知转折之处会发生什么
[02:54.99]Don't know what my future is
[02:59.36]不知道我的未来是什么
[02:59.36]But I can't keep on living in
[03:07.37]但我不能一直沉浸其中
[03:07.37]Living in my agony
[03:10.09]沉浸在我的痛苦中
[03:10.09]Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't
[03:16.30]看着我的自尊心遭受重创 假装我不在乎
[03:16.30]Care what anyone else thinks
[03:18.90]别人的想法
[03:18.90]When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I
[03:25.34]其实我深知这与我真实的感觉相去甚远
[03:25.34]Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
[03:29.75]然而我太过骄傲 没有勇气敞开心扉 请求你
[03:29.75]To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[03:34.21]让我振作起来 将我从这深渊里拯救出来
[03:34.21]The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
[03:39.11]真相就是我需要帮助 但我只是无法想象
[03:39.11]Who I'd be if I was happy
[03:50.18]倘若我过着快乐的生活 我会是什么样子
[03:50.18]If I was happy
[03:59.11]倘若我过着快乐的生活
[03:59.11]If I was happy
[04:04.01]倘若我过着快乐的生活